Ask Anthony

I called her, "Hey, Queen. You busy?" Within that 3 tenths of a second, she thought of a way to let me down easy; lately she's been dealing with men who expect her to be their savior; pushing their sexual agenda on her, asking for favors; she has a good heart, very supportive; but other's issues left her with tissues, her mind's distorted; to get away is a fantasy of hers; if she doesn't, she'll lose that sanity of hers; that builds up her meekness; learning how to deal with those that takes her kindness for weakness; she knows her worth and she knows her royalty; her loyalty on a high level, doesn't care about idolatry; it confuses her when others take advantage; she breaks the habit of allowing the world to use her for her status; she says, "Yeah, I'm tied up for the moment;" when I know she's at home feeling lonely. *hangs up* #KingdomTime 🕒 👽 🌍 🗿 

She reminds of Proverbs 31, and she never feels bothered by her only one; she believes in the Holy One, but not in Eve; blaming her cycle over a myth was hard for her to believe; looks at the world and how the women are viewed; how our young girls are subdued; and when she speaks up against it, it's all misconstrued; in a world where she's subject to lose, she finds ways to win; turns on the television, sees other sisters living in sin; she wants to make a change, but don't know where to begin; don't know how to break the trends of getting misled by men; "this seems like the end," is what she tells me; I told her, "live your truth and be yourself, Queen;" she couldn't believe my comment; seeing the world for what it is makes her vomit; that lifestyle seems immovable; women killing themselves just to be beautiful. #KingdomTime 🕒 👽 🌍 🗿 

She was sad one-day, and as her man I can tell; build this Kingdom by hand, so she can have a home where she can dwell; told my Queen that she can choose to work or not; she can take care of our kids and the spot; or we can put them in school and you can have a job; she knows I don't control her; if she wants to go back to school then she can go get enrolled; but she says that I've been working a lot and spending a lot of time with the kids; we've been busy making a life that we've forgot how to live; she's been missing home and been talking to some of her friends; about getting away for the weekend; so I got her a surprise ticket home so she can be with her friends and fam; that same week she called me saying she's not coming back. #KingdomTime 🕒 👽 🌍 🗿 

I got into it with my girl last night, it was war; she told me to take what's mine and leave, so I picked her up and headed straight for the door; she laughed, got sexual, and gave me some good; she acknowledge the fact that we act like that because we're both from the hood; I told her, "Queen, we can't break up this Kingdom, regardless of the disagreements; the world don't want black love, that's why they're so deceiving; don't give them a reason, lets be and do better; we plan, come up with our own solutions, we grow together; let's practice patience and elevation; let's play basketball, let's love, I'm Q, you're Sanaa Lanthen; let our love be a symbol of hope and ever-lasting friendship; we got that Romeo and Juliet type of families, mine comes from bloods and yours comes from crips; our love united the villages and gave us all privileges to walk as one." #KingdomTime 🕒 👽 🌍 🗿

I wake up out my sleep at the end of their fight; she hangs up in his face thinking she ended it right; tells me about her Situationship life; but then goes to him for the day and with me at the end of the night; she got him thinking she working over night for her business; but coming to my place to get this business; you see I don't even love her, I lust her; I see what she does to him and I don't trust her; but she a good girl, just got herself in this situation; girl meets boy that she hardly know and have relations; he falls for her and wants to be with her, she's in hesitation; I'm her side item to her main dish, just a pigment of her imagination; she's not knowing that she's not the only one I deal with; she emotionally falls for me but I ain't the one the feel with; I try to tell her to "work it out with him, give him a chance;" she said, "understood, but you don't understand;" she's not ready for th...

Saw her at a book store in the relationships section; I noticed her big natural hair and melaninated complextion; walked passed the aisle hoping she'll see me and my intellectual ways; because it's rare seeing a black man buying books these days; she was too much into her book to notice; so I stepped to her, "Hi, I'm Anthony. I'm a poet;" she smiles and says, "Hi, Anthony. I'm Lotus;" her name made sense, but I had to stay focused; "Do you come here often?" as I stuttered over my words; staring into the secrets of her eyes, couldn't help but to absorb; walking around the store conversing; she's blushing from my flirting; she new that I was an interesting person; she didn't even mind my cursing; she's not the type to run game on, so I didn't; wanted to express my attraction to her, but I kept it hidden; gave her my card hoping she'd use it and call; I hadn't heard from her at all. #...

Ever looked into a Queen's eyes? The glare in her stare let's you know that there are so many truths that lies behind; some cover up theirs with make up; from the bruises and scars from their previous break up; some hide their pain in diaries and through pleasure; so when you find you a Queen, you really discovered treasure; you can't lie to a Queen, because those piercing eyes sees right through your soul; she knows that those treacherous tricks are getting old; the world taught her not to trust anyone, so she confides in her loneliness; she doesn't believe in holiness, because most are filled with only mess; she has a high level of consciousness of her mind, body, and her spirit; listens to music, tries to analyze the lyrics; works out daily, meditates right after; hangs out with good friends, gets healing from laughter; she's wise, she's fine, she's fun, she's meek; she's beautiful, she knowledgeable, she's a Queen. #Kin...

Son, be aware, question everything that they teach you; it was hard for folks to understand me, so it will be hard for them to reach you; I know you might not understand this now, but you will when you get older; while our people are dying and the world getting colder; understand that you come from a lineage of Kings and Gods; you can start your own business, you're not meant to work no job; though it might seem odd, to be different than others; you have to walk in truth, don't keep it covered; respect our women like you respect your mother; respect yourself and be a gentleman; don't be afraid to speak your mind, don't belittle the mentally crippled men; be humble, be loving, make peace; be around positivity, stay out them streets; know that a life full of mistakes is better than a life doing nothing; get involved in your community, make a change, do something; the world will fear you; but God will always be near you. I love you, son. #Kingd...

She's a real good girl like, that type that you really don't deserve type; because you know that you're the really ain't shit type, that stay on her nerves type; We weren't even married and she was there for me; she prayed for me and truly cared for me; stayed up while I was scared for me, you was too rare for me; I took advantage of your efforts and those thousands of back rubs; I broke your spirit, gave you a horrible perception of love; you would scream, swing at me, and melt to the floor crying; outside you showed strength, but, on the inside, you're dying; you couldn't believe it when you heard I found someone else; after all you've done for me, I still up and left; sorry for the pain I caused and the times we fought; took advantage of the love you gave, ran off with the things you bought; can't explain it but it happened; you cried your life away when I started packing #KingdomTime 🕒 👽 🌍 🗿 

She doesn't allow anyone to get close to her, she loves her solitude; she's like a multitude of molecules made up of the perfect love with the a queen attitude; she don't care about the status, too; she enjoys life and has a high frequency of gratitude; she enjoys her readings after she checks her emails with some hot cocoa; she lives a private life and is satisfied by what people don't know; she told me, "My mama told me to stay away from men like you; with a vibrant smile, articulate, and that get it in like you; but I like you, what books you read? What does your past consist of, what kind of life you lead? Am I the girl you want or the girl you need?" I looked her dead in her eyes and told her she was the woman of my dreams. She's a Queen. #KingdomTime 🕒 👽 🌍 🗿 

I hated that I did her like that, I was wrong; opened her heart just to leave her alone; told her that I didn't want a relationship but she took it as a challenge; we acted like a couple, kept each other balanced; I knew when our time was ending, she wouldn't handle it; I was everything she wanted in a man, so I let her sample it; her heart, I trampled it, licked her up, sealed her, and put the stamp on it; she was on her way feeling like she'll never love again; few months later we'll kiss and hug again, things were different then; end up making love again; end our night soaking in a tub again; she told me she became a coach, so I was just subbing in; she played me, she met someone and admits to trying to find me in him; says that her mind don't be with them. #KingdomTime     

I'm in awe, I realized that I was the first to hold you; you selected me to nurture and mold you; it was love at first sight, I thought that only happens in movies; we stared in each others eyes, but yours moved me; you introduced me to the angel that was inside me; the one I tried to cover up, because I tried to hide me; but me came out of me in the form of you; everything about life I'm about to learn from you; you're beautiful, and I want you to always know that so I'm going to say it again and again; give you the game so you won't get played by any man; you'll grow into a Goddess, a beautiful Queen; inspire others, speak life in them, it's in your genes; I love you. #KingdomTime    

I said, "Put your hair in a ponytail girl, do your thing like you don't care girl;" seeing is believing, I'm just what you're needing; just give me a reason; She can't wait to wake up in the middle of the night just to turn over to my lips instead of my text; her favorite place is when I'll lay on my back so she can lay on my chest; she's addicted to my love, so I gave her a dose of me; she loves it when I'm asleep but roll over, wrap my arms around her, and pull her close to me; God chose her for me and I'm eternally grateful for her and her presence; she's a blessing, she's a Queen, & don't entertain peasants; baby girl, I got  confessions, no Usher; I see us together forever got her blushing; started with a kiss, now we touching; started off gentle, now we tussling; started independently, now we're both hustling; #KingdomTime    

I asked her, "What's your favorite position in bed?" Thinking her answer will enlarge me; She said, "near the wall, so I can be on my phone while it's charging." This is the price you pay for dealing with Queens; they don't sexually reveal themselves and they say what they mean; they are out spoken, most have been broken; she rather for you to touch her mind before you try to get her legs to open; I'm knowing this could be a very hard path; to her heart because most brothers don't last; "What are your intentions with me?" She asked; to answer that was a very hard task; I want to see her walking down the aisle with her dad; or on a honeymoon thinking these are some of the best times we've ever had; have some babies and begin our own fam; but I just stayed quiet, I couldn't express it; fear, rejection, and loving hard is considered to be aggressive. #KingdomTime    

It's been a while, but there's this girl named Tiffany; I like her mind, she be looking good in them blue- tiffany's; I like her style, so I took Tiffany to Tiffany's; got her ring-size, because I truly like our chemistry; I took a chance with her; I want to be on a rooftop, so I can dance with her; that Romeo and Juliet romance with her; change her last name, make some plans wih her; she's my Ms. Apple Bottom, keep that mind flowing on; my Ms. Bonita Applebum, cause she got it going on; I know you're right for me, ain't the type to be wrong; call my mama, because she's the type you take home; some nights, we read alone; most nights, we sing some songs; you're in some heels and a thong, most nights we did the grown; you been the one. #KingdomTime    

It's morning, I'm up staring at her and playing in her hair; feeling the vibrations of our sensations in the air; just thinking about the nights I would lie in bed and think about the words I wish I could say to her; hardly religious but I would always pray for her; as empty as I am, I still have love and gratitude for her; to be that perfect man, I still have that attitude for her; I would hold her so tight that her broken pieces came together; staring at her wishing we can share my last name together; but who am I kidding, I know she's going to leave after this; she comes just to cum, just to feel relieved after this; go through life trying to make sense of it; I want her in my future but I never get a glimpse of it; not even a pinch of it knowing she just here to receive some good loving; I see her as a wife, but she's not looking for a husband; in my mind she's mine, but that's a lie; we're just wasting our time. #KingdomTime...

Caught her at a museum taking selfies, being bored; I walked up to her and said, "Excuse me ma'am, no taking pictures of the art works;" She apologized and said, "I was taking pictures of myself;" I winked and said, "I know." She was impressed, because no one ever flirts there; she laughed when she found out I didn't work there; we walked around the museum acting a fool; she's full of conversation, she just finished school; she comes here because she finds a peace of mind; that was the same reason why I go, so I wanted to give her a piece of mine; before she gave me her number so that we can be museum buddies, I asked, "Where ya man at?" She says, "At home," but I didn't understand that; we connected so well, I thought I had a chance; that night I laughed when she text me, that she lied about having a man.  #KingdomTime    

I don't have game, I never knew the right way to approach; to think of the right words to tell a queen, I may spit a few quotes; I might choke on the assumption that she may not like me; or she may have a man standing there ready to fight me, unlikely; I'm sensitive, so I'm scared that a woman's style may give my heart an infection; or I may not even speak to her because I'm scared of rejection; ever thought about how many times you could have passed up on true love because you're scared to take a chance? Intentions to be a gentleman but she thinks you're all about the romance; No-Love and No-Hip-Hop got our perception of love misconstrued; in a world full of Nicki Minaj's, I appreciate an Erika Badu; all these fake Beyoncés, I'll take Lauren Hill; be yourself love, it's all about being real. #KingdomTime     

I'm in love with her curves, Not the ones on her hips, but the ones in her smile; she loves it when I'm on her nerves, that's just our style; the love we have got me wondering how she feels; "Let's go on a trip to seduction," that gives her the chills; "Let's go on a midnight vacation from the bedroom and into the bliss; our bodies be the spacecraft and we go into the midst; all we hear are waterfalls and your moaning; we don't want this night to end, we don't want to see morning;" she thinks that she loves me more, but that's not accurate; my pride won't allow me to express my true feelings, but I have that vernacular; so I tackle them like their quarterbacks and keep them shackled; we come from a world of wrestlers, living chess not checkers, acting tacky in a all black castle. #KingdomTime 🕒 👽 🌍 🗿

She knows her true self, That's what really get me; she's not afraid to show her true self; smokes like a hippie with an attitude of a gypsy; she get a lil frisky when she tipsy; Get me out my mind when our lips sync, put you in a deep sleep; she's not into going out, she loves God like conversations, truth; give her that knowledge and she'll be ready to blow me like a flute; my interest is in her intellect, that's rare; I love her transparency, I love her natural hair; we can lay up all night And share our thoughts; staring at your soul and then I get caught; you like, "dang why you staring so hard for," and smack ya gums; hate to scare her off because I fell in love. #KingdomTime    

Took her to our get away spot; she was expecting the usual beautiful moments we share or whatnot; I looked her dead in her soul and said, "I can be that man for you; while society don't get you, I'll understand for you; take your view on men, your last name, your address, and make them change for you; I'll help open your third eye to all the lies and what really matters; fill your heart with my love just to see your smile splatter; I don't even have to call you a Goddess, you know it; I don't even have to tell you "I love you," I'll show it; you don't have to want for nothing; we'll always be up to something; you've dealt with a lot of boys that claim their men with no authority; don't handle their responsibility, don't treat you as a priority; you're everything to me;" as I got on my knee she gasp, "will you marry me?" She said, "Yes." #KingdomTime    