Time Wasting

It's morning,
I'm up staring at her and playing in her hair;
feeling the vibrations of our sensations in the air;

just thinking about the nights I would lie in bed and think about the words I wish I could say to her;
hardly religious but I would always pray for her;

as empty as I am,
I still have love and gratitude for her;
to be that perfect man, I still have that attitude for her;

I would hold her so tight that her broken pieces came together;
staring at her wishing we can share my last name together;

but who am I kidding,
I know she's going to leave after this;
she comes just to cum, just to feel relieved after this;

go through life trying to make sense of it; I want her in my future but I never get a glimpse of it;

not even a pinch of it knowing she just here to receive some good loving;
I see her as a wife, but she's not looking for a husband;

in my mind she's mine, but that's a lie;
we're just wasting our time.

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